These few months i've been losing stuff and people, just lost my ezlink yesterday. The ticket office aunty was really "helpful" , i told her i lost my student ezlink card then she was like " then ? go pasir ris make la" . I was damn piss and raise my voice and said " then i don't need report meh?" wth sia. Next disturb edward while we are in the bus hahha, took so really edward's "jiao bin" but i agree to delete cause i find myself very bastard if i didn't.
Went home change my guitar strings and played like crazy... and guess what? i played till my finger have blisters. Which is like my first time having blisters on my finger due to guitaring. So HARDCORE ahaa.
Rest in peace my beloved grandfather, you will always stay in our heart. Thank you so much for taking care of him when i was young.
Grandpa pass away on 27th april in the morning. I was glad to listen to edward's advice which is to take cab after school on the 26th to hospital and was able to let my grandpa see me for the last time , i was also able to hold his hand. Thank you edward for your help (he took cab with me to the hospital and walk him, i felt so guilty) thank you so much edward, you're always one of my greatest friend. Thank you to all the peope who send their condolences.
Grandpa pass away suddenly in the morning at around 5. It was a heartbreaking news as well as a shocking news for everyone. During his funeral, i speak in my heart to my grandpa that i wanted to see him again and had waited every night for him to appear in my dream. He didn't appear until the night after his burial which was yesterday. I dreamt that the surrounding was white and i saw him who look happy, i ask him how diff was the other world and he told me it's the same. Next i ask him how is he and he said his good which straight away i wanted to tell my grandma his fine. Then i woke up feeling very confuse and weird.
Wonder if it's because i miss him too much or is it that he really came to me. I felt so happy for the whole day that i can talk to him again...